Tonight's the night I follow you down,
Down to misery among the bound.
Not a sound you break my bones,
You steal my breaththe things I own.
Tonight's the night you steal my heart,
You'll rip it out and tear it apart.
Your grimy claws against my back,
Breaking skin, my body grows slack.
Tonight's the night you take my life,
You hold it in the breadth of your knife.
You stick it in and twist it around,
You pull it out and I'm heaven bound.
Tonight is the night you take me away,
You'll steal my love right away.
It's this night we'll have our start,
Tonight's the night you steal my heart.
Some days I wish to pretty,
Even though they always say that I am.
It's not the beauty within everyday,
It's the nature of things on a whim.
It is the silence felt unaware,
Seeping within our souls.
It's the feeling you get wherever you went,
It's the pity of all of our goals.
We'll never make it out alive,
Dancing on nails in the floor.
We'll push on, running on empty,
As if we could make one last score.
It's not the dance we are dancing,
But the song we are dancing to.
It's the beat of the drum to the guitar strum,
If only we can just make it through.
We are praying with bloody fingers,
And breaking off all our nails.
This may not have been what you were bargaining for
As a petty little boy
Leaving my heart bleeding out on the floor
As you danced to punk music in your head
and thumbed the strings on your guitar
your head was filled with thoughts of strangers
you dreamt of people you didn't know
and I was no where to be seen
in your empty broken dreams
but every breath you'd take
was my breath flowing out your lungs
and you realize all of that now, when you're sleeping next to me.
We were just kids who didn't know what love is
Even though it was pounding our hearts to powder
Like that she swept across her face
Her eyes were beautiful,
But
An angels wings are broken, bleeding, and diseased
you dont know how much shed take just so shed be freed
She listens and she waits for you
begging for release
she sits and waits and sleeps
waiting for it to cease
the darkness grows and covers her, scaring her to death
fighting off the demons she takes a hasty breath
the stars are gleaming in the sky, the sun is shining bright,
unfortunately youll never know, whether it is day or night
her fingers are chilled and freezing, her skin as cold as ice
her lips are blue, her eyes glare, her skin as white as rice.
She reaches out to your selfish ghost, o
Though you were not
The closest of dads
You were my father,
The best Ive ever had
You seemed so . Giant
Looking up at you
People like you
Are so very few
You wont get the chance
To give me away
But if and when
I know youll be there anyway
You wont have the chance
To see me succeed
My life has only yet started
But its ok, its being overseen
Though I may never see you again
Here on this ground
I know you still see me,
Though you are heaven bound
You will never see
The children I may bear,
But dont worry
I know youll still be there
You will not get the chance,
To see
Darkness enshrouded by weeds and briars, twisting, knotting,
making an endless knot around the knobby roots of the trees
stretching upward outward extending far pass the rooftops
reaching their wispy arms out, up to each other, intertwined
in a lovers bind forever more.
Specks of sunlight seep through silhouetting the leaves
against the trees, illuminating the iridescent leaves like
stained glass windows. Beyond the trees the light is
pink against the nearly white sky I am mystified in the
transitions between dark and light
my ears hum with the melodic rhythms as crickets
by the numbers join in their symphony, the nearly eve
Tonight's the night I follow you down,
Down to misery among the bound.
Not a sound you break my bones,
You steal my breaththe things I own.
Tonight's the night you steal my heart,
You'll rip it out and tear it apart.
Your grimy claws against my back,
Breaking skin, my body grows slack.
Tonight's the night you take my life,
You hold it in the breadth of your knife.
You stick it in and twist it around,
You pull it out and I'm heaven bound.
Tonight is the night you take me away,
You'll steal my love right away.
It's this night we'll have our start,
Tonight's the night you steal my heart.
Some days I wish to pretty,
Even though they always say that I am.
It's not the beauty within everyday,
It's the nature of things on a whim.
It is the silence felt unaware,
Seeping within our souls.
It's the feeling you get wherever you went,
It's the pity of all of our goals.
We'll never make it out alive,
Dancing on nails in the floor.
We'll push on, running on empty,
As if we could make one last score.
It's not the dance we are dancing,
But the song we are dancing to.
It's the beat of the drum to the guitar strum,
If only we can just make it through.
We are praying with bloody fingers,
And breaking off all our nails.
This may not have been what you were bargaining for
As a petty little boy
Leaving my heart bleeding out on the floor
As you danced to punk music in your head
and thumbed the strings on your guitar
your head was filled with thoughts of strangers
you dreamt of people you didn't know
and I was no where to be seen
in your empty broken dreams
but every breath you'd take
was my breath flowing out your lungs
and you realize all of that now, when you're sleeping next to me.
We were just kids who didn't know what love is
Even though it was pounding our hearts to powder
Like that she swept across her face
Her eyes were beautiful,
But
An angels wings are broken, bleeding, and diseased
you dont know how much shed take just so shed be freed
She listens and she waits for you
begging for release
she sits and waits and sleeps
waiting for it to cease
the darkness grows and covers her, scaring her to death
fighting off the demons she takes a hasty breath
the stars are gleaming in the sky, the sun is shining bright,
unfortunately youll never know, whether it is day or night
her fingers are chilled and freezing, her skin as cold as ice
her lips are blue, her eyes glare, her skin as white as rice.
She reaches out to your selfish ghost, o
Though you were not
The closest of dads
You were my father,
The best Ive ever had
You seemed so . Giant
Looking up at you
People like you
Are so very few
You wont get the chance
To give me away
But if and when
I know youll be there anyway
You wont have the chance
To see me succeed
My life has only yet started
But its ok, its being overseen
Though I may never see you again
Here on this ground
I know you still see me,
Though you are heaven bound
You will never see
The children I may bear,
But dont worry
I know youll still be there
You will not get the chance,
To see
Darkness enshrouded by weeds and briars, twisting, knotting,
making an endless knot around the knobby roots of the trees
stretching upward outward extending far pass the rooftops
reaching their wispy arms out, up to each other, intertwined
in a lovers bind forever more.
Specks of sunlight seep through silhouetting the leaves
against the trees, illuminating the iridescent leaves like
stained glass windows. Beyond the trees the light is
pink against the nearly white sky I am mystified in the
transitions between dark and light
my ears hum with the melodic rhythms as crickets
by the numbers join in their symphony, the nearly eve
Silently the dark creeps within my mind paralyzing me simply to find
The reason that I have done what I have done, put trust into the untrusting one.
Paralyzed I am shamed by my ignorance, and I am blamed for unknowing what would come.
Oh so deep in my mind I knew you wouldnt stay true to the promises you made
Hark! how I couldn't accept, but so easily your apology I kept.
I was unaffected by your affection, not loving how you loved,
Subconsciously I knew you were lying, consciously I was denying,
But no, I knew the real you, the you without such pain in your eyes, and a heart without lies
Tediously I waited for your call; neve
I wait for you
But you never show
I look for you
But to never find
I think I love you
But you dont love me
I cry for you
You never shed a tear
I smile for you
When youre not here
I think I love you
But you dont love me
I hope for you
To come to your sense
I believe for you
Just so you have chances
I think I love you
But I think you dont love me
I care for you
And you care for me
I write to you
And you think of me
I know I love you
But do you love me?
I wait for you
You finally showed
I look for you
And you found me
I know I love you
And you finally said you loved me.
Have you ever sat in the presence,
Of a man old as tomorrow,
And as young as yesterday?
When the sky has gone gray,
And you wish your eyes hadn't opened this morning.
Does the sun shine in your face,
Even though dawn isn't dawning for hours away,
And the moon is showing its dark side,
When the stars cannot decide,
What is and what isn't and what will never be.
Has your mind abided that you aren't beside,
Yourself in the waking of events.
And the gremlins never sleep,
But pick at your feet,
When all you want to do is rest.
So close your eyes,
Let the day go on by,
Untouched by the thoughts you are thinking,
And dream again,
You're photography is amazing. I can't apologize again, that would just be ridiculous and I don't deserve forgiveness. But art is art, and you're good at it! I stumbled upon your page when I was browsing through pictures via the search bar and I was in awe! You've definitely got talent. erm.. I have loads that I want to say but idk... You don't care anymore I'm sure. But if you are curious, email me. My email is the same as ever.